Its been like 3 months since I got to Lima again, why?? God knows!!... I'm having an awfull time, no job... no money. When was the last time I was like this?, maybe when I was waiting for my working visa to be renewed in the States, I just can't remember any other time when it was as bad as it is now. Probably being married and both studying I had this situation, but it was never so deep for me.
Me and HIM are living together now, all we do is talk, have sex and tell each other all the plans we could pull off if we had the money. He's jalous, he's possesive, he's passionate and he let me be. He is the one who tells me at every moment I was what he was looking for, that he never had anything not even close to what he has now with me... with anybody else, true? exageration? who knows? somebody tell me please!
Cuando la rutina no tiene de donde apoyarse para hacerse rutina en sí, cómo se llama eso? siempre asumí que ser rutinario implica estar ocupada, tener "cosas" que hacer, y que las repites día a día. Yo no puedo tener una rutina, no hago nada todo el día, es eso una rutina?. Es pelear una rutina?.
Por qué no me dijiste esto?
Por qué no me cuentas quién te llamó?
Por qué me cuentas de tu ex?
Por qué me hablas tanto de tus amigos?
Me and HIM are living together now, all we do is talk, have sex and tell each other all the plans we could pull off if we had the money. He's jalous, he's possesive, he's passionate and he let me be. He is the one who tells me at every moment I was what he was looking for, that he never had anything not even close to what he has now with me... with anybody else, true? exageration? who knows? somebody tell me please!
Cuando la rutina no tiene de donde apoyarse para hacerse rutina en sí, cómo se llama eso? siempre asumí que ser rutinario implica estar ocupada, tener "cosas" que hacer, y que las repites día a día. Yo no puedo tener una rutina, no hago nada todo el día, es eso una rutina?. Es pelear una rutina?.
Por qué no me dijiste esto?
Por qué no me cuentas quién te llamó?
Por qué me cuentas de tu ex?
Por qué me hablas tanto de tus amigos?
POR QUÉ NOS QUEREMOS TANTO SI ESTAS SON LAS ESTUPIDECES QUE OCUPAN LA MAYORÍA DE NUESTROS DIALOGOS?
está algo mal... digo mucho y cada rato que todo está bien... eso no debe estar bien...
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