... everytime I broke up with somebody is very obvious how easy they can be happy again and move on quickly to the new girl...

I wish I could do that, because if it keeps taking me 4 years or more to forget my ex boyfriends I have very little time to find the one. And the clock is ticking. Landon's fucking a 19 year-old now, and I found in snowboarding a very accurate replacement for sex. I wish I knew what comes next, I have no idea, I'm scared but I wanna move on, just solo and high as Alanis would say.