... I was sadly mistaken :'(

Youve been my golden best friend

Now with post-demise at hand

Cant go to you for consolation

Cause were off limits during this transition

This grief overwhelms meIt burns in my stomach

And I cant stop bumping into things

I thought wed be simple together

I thought wed be happy together

Thought wed be limitless together

I thought wed be precious together

But I was sadly mistaken

Youve been my soulmate and mentor

I remembered you the moment

I met you

With you I knew gods face was handsome

With you I suffered an expansion

This loss is numbing me

It pierces my chest

And I cant stop dropping everything

I thought wed be sexy together

Thought wed be evolving together

I thought wed have children together

I thought wed be family together

But I was sadly mistaken

If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared

If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented

If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air

My wealth would render this no less severe

I thought wed be genius together

I thought wed be healing together

I thought wed be growing together

Thought wed be adventurous together

But I was sadly mistaken

Thought wed be exploring together

Thought wed be inspired together

I thought wed be flying together

Thought wed be on fire together

But I was sadly mistaken