One of the awful things a girl has to deal with is the fact that guys are more faithful among them than with their own girlfriends. I am not the kind of girl who is always involved in relationships or has long term boyfriends to take care of her all the time, funny to say that I found someone here on the ship who actually could have been called my "boyfriend", and funny to say that I wasn't faithfull at all.
When you arrive to a place where guys don't see women for almost 6 months that they are working on board, the rating of atractivenes tends to grow higher and higher in an average looking girl like me; maybe that was the strongest reason why I couldn't stay together with this turkish guy who, at the end, let's say fell in love with me, but unfortunately and, as you all must know by now, didn't last long. Besides my infidelity, which I think I am making a big deal out of it, because at the end it was nothing due to the fact that he never found out about it, and well...let's be real, cheating is like noise, if you don't hear it, is because it never existed in the first place, so let's stop with the fact that I was sleeping with a gorgeous officer at the same time (that's a different post).
Right theres nothing much to say about this kid, because he was SUCH A KID, once another turkish guy told me something like: "he is a kid and you need a man", I guess he wanted to say that I should be with him instead, for me PERFECT! He was goodlooking and his indifference towards me made him even more interesting. But as usual, Kinky had a big mouth and of course I kind of mentioned something to the kid which of course made him angry and decided to run and tell his friend, the indifferent guy, at the end I missed the opportunity to keep fucking a nice, big and throbbing gorgeous dick.
Life on the ship can be good for many reasons, but at the same times everybody is involved in your life which is not bad as long as you are the good one the movie, because of you are the villane, you are lost!, maybe I guess thinkgs are like this also in the life on land, but, who knows.
I dont understand how come I bought my computer like 3 weekes ago and even though I keep playing with it all the time, and I am so involed in watching my videos and listen to the music that I have taken from my friends storage, somehow my inspiration is in a black hole stage, those days when you have absolutely nothing to say, maybe the fever and this cold that I have or 2 weeks has something to do my lack of will when comes to writting.
